Tuesday, July 17, 2012

its so hard to say goodbye

My boyfriend left back for canada yesterday. I had so much fun while he was here. I love his company and dread the day when he has to leave. I love how he accepts me for who I am instead of  only seeing my disability.  The visit started out grim because the first week he came in town I was still in rehab. He is so devoted that he visited me everyday from start of visiting hours until late into the night. The second half more than made up for it. We even got to take a two day trip to Niagra Falls. He promised he'd take me out of the country since I often complain to him about my lack of traveling. (he is really well traveled and i wish i was ^^ ) At the stage I am at right now traveling is like playing Russian roulette. You hope for the good days but count on bad ones coming up. Lucky for this two day trip it was only good days. I guess the forces that be decided that i deserved those two days being good ones because they messed with my plans by causing me to be hospitalized while my boyfriend was in town.
I am extremely thankful for everything he does for me. I know it must take a lot of patience to be with an ill partner. Especially on the bad days. I dont know how he does it but he does a great job.
Saying Goodbye to him yesterday was just as hard as it was last time. I wonder if it ever gets any easier. Probably not. I hope I get to see him again soon.If Im lucky I might get to see him on my birthday. That would be the best birthday present I can get.

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