Todays Post January 09 2012

This week has been a tough one for me because I have been feeling a bit under the weather. Today I summoned up the strength to go to physical therapy. Dispite not feeling so great I think it went quite well. What sucks though is now I am feeling under the weather and sore.Meh. I know it is worth it because it brings me closer to my goal of getting better. I dont  know what it is but lately I have been feeling more cranky than usual. I believe I am just fed up with everything. I am tired of being in pain, tired of having to put a shit load of effort into the simplest of tasks. Its mentally and physically exhausting! All I want is to get better already. I miss my old life where I was able to stand up and go where I pleased. Not like now where I need to take 10 years to stand up and even longer to get where I am going. Im nineTEEN not nineTY. The problems I am dealing with now seem more fit for someone decades older.